MY PRAYERS THIS EVENING.....

I have not posted in a long time. My mother died, my stepfather is still living. His pride and joy is his son Dick. Dick is one of those guys who is inept and arrogant. He has this smug look on his face that makes you want to knock his head through a wall. Well, as I lay soaking in the tub this evening, I found myself praying for Dick. In a talk with my brother the other evening, I found out Dick has cancer of the Esophogus. He is most likely not going to survive the ordeal. My mother died of lung cancer and it was horrible to watch her wither away. Even though Dick is a dick, he is one of God's children. I do not want Dick Beyer to suffer, I do not want him to die an agonizing death, I want him to be pain free. 

I have thought long and hard on the situation with my step father. He had said to my aunt and uncle that he was going to reduce the amount of inheritance my brother and I would be getting. My mother and he were married for forty years. She put up with his emotional bullying, his arrogance, his rude behavior to not only her, but other people as well. Sam, my step father, is a pompous ass of the first order. He will be turning 93 pretty soon. I do not wish him pain either, and I do pray for him regularly. later taters....

Grief continues.....

After my wife lost her father, a few weeks later, I lost my mother. In my wife's situation, she and her siblings, including two step siblings, are all getting along fine. I believe the passing of both Charles and Evelyn Devol had the effect of bringing the children closer.

With my mother passing, my brother Chris and I are closer. However, my step father has probably decided to not follow my mother's wishes, and cut my brother and myself out of any inheritance. Does this make me angry? It did, but not because of the money involved in the trust fund. I am an old man now, and am actually quite well off financially. No, what really makes me angry is the absolute disregard Milton Samuel Beyer had for my mother. They were married for 39 years before my mother passed away, and now? Now she is evidently just a memory to him. He treated her like she was his servant, rather than his wife.

I have no doubt at all that my mother is in Heaven. I do believe that my stepfather is headed straight to Hell when he dies. He is 92 and frail. However, he still has the ability to be a total jerk, and he is in for a rude awakening. Life is about learning the proper way to love.  The Savior loves us all more than we can fathom. What we have to do to live with Him forever is to accept that he died for us, and confess our love for Him. Sam Beyer is a Godless waste of a human body. His only God is his money. I hope he enjoys it for the short time he has left on this earth. I do not hate the man, I am disappointed in him due to the shoddy way he treated my mother. I do not care about him being rude to me, I have a really thick skin.

I MISS AND LOVE YOU MOM! I WILL SEE YOU ON THE OTHER SIDE!!!